Trying to be Positive – in the Brave New World (by sarah)

Its a weird time out there at the moment and as I think I mentioned before I have found it hard working on The Punk Universe in recent years as the point at which our actual timeline and the fictional timeline were supposed to diverge into a slow multi origin apocalypse/societal collapse was Britian leaving the EU and a despotic badbusiness man getting in as the Predient of the USA... The story line contains plagues and forced isolations, climate change dissastors and nuclear war... so though I am still writing it I am not sharing it in the way I used to and the rate of writing on this project has decreased drastically.

Also a lot more of my real world work is based around community groups and things now and though I had toxic positivity that gas lights you telling you nothing is wrong and to keep smiling, I have started trying to make my corner of the world positive but without the denial - yes things are mad, bad and I am so very sad about the evils that are arising and try as I might there isn't anything I can do about the big picture, but big changes can happen with small changes and to badly not quiet quote one of my favourite fixtional characters Granny Weather Wax from the Terry Pratchett Discworld series -

I will do as much as I can where I can with what I can

One of the big things of late has been how divided and dipolled everyone is - poeple don't just dsagree anymore they almost instantly start calling each other names meaning no real discussion is ever had - this is bad. On top of that I feel that the internet is dead - or at least social media is - it didn't quiet happen in the way I predicted and is still on going (I wrote a horror story on it so we kind of don't want my exact prediction). So where does that leave me? Twitter used to be my main plateform, it was full of academics and authors who because I was there at the beginning actually talked to me - gave me advice and sometimes pep talks. I mean I also suffered from on line stalkers right from the get go with the 2008 incident involving police and what not marking a retreat from fame for me. But not it is kind of ubiquitous hate and scorn that sloshes around - how do you counteract that? And where do I find my new twitter?

I am on Bluesky, Mastadon and Threads as my relatively new ones. Threads is a depressing cesspool that just mimics Facebook and that isn't surprising as it is connected to Facebook and Instagram so most of my posts are just from my Insta account. And I love Instagram but it is a forced positive environment and that is kind of okk because I know that is what it is and I mainly use it to share images of cute things anyway. I was trying to counteract arguments that are demostratly false and though very occassionally this works and someones mind is changed or rather they were actually looking if info to make up their mind - the number of times this happens has dropped drastically this year with the last few months being even worse.

I have also always tried to prevent myself ending up with just an echo chamber as I felt that was dangerous and not helpful for a communicator now however I find myself seeking out curated spaces and have specifically joined a mastadon server that is about creativity and moral support. I have been fallowing groups that like Pawsitive News and find myself looking back across the years away from the social media I so loved and I did love it - it got me through times of being bed bound and gave me a voice when I most needed it - it is also the reason I ended up working at music festivals and got my art displayed at pestigous events globally and got to be part of charity anthologies organised by or next to famous authors I idolised - both of whom have crumbled to either bigotory or scandal since.

So what do I see as I look back across the years? I yearn for discussion forums on specific topics and find myself once more joining and setting up mailing lists for people. What I would love is for the blogosphere to come back but I know it can't ever be like it was in the early naughtes for blogs. But none the less I have kind of kept going with various blogs on and off and I am happy I have done so and occassionaly back blog stuff I wrote on facebook etc...

Bluesky - I forgot Bluesky... and yeah basically I forget Bluesky alot. I don't actually do well tryig to use all this stuff on my phone but no ones websites actually work properlly anymore but I am so sick of having an app for everything... And then there was finding out that the photo editing software I was paying for and using was actually training generalised AIs and being a security leak on my phone... ah yes the AI...

I feel that I may have written too much on the internet and maybe put too much art up as I am now loosing jobs and oppurtinities as people think myself is AI - AI is this instance being specific generational AI that steals art and writing and not the various decades long art projects or medical and educational uses such as read to speach. Did I train the damn things with my spewings? Or I am multiple - we the dyslexics ADHDers who use dashes instead of the appropriate grammer and write reams - yes we are legion and we used to be able to find each other on the internet and not feel so alone but know there are just ghosts.

But... I also love making zines, mainly little hand drawn booklets and you know they exist outside of the internet for the main part and they are made at groups with actual people and yes mainly you have to physcally be able to get there but the neural divergent community are finding ways to stick together digitally too including video calls when someone can not attend a group. The hybrid situation that use disabled people had dreamed off and been told no its too difficult and then...the pandemic came and we were like AT LAST... and then the world kind oftook it away again even though some people were still stuck at home more disabled than ever after brushes with covid induced death and complications.

I wont live the post covid world is full of tech stuff that keeps bamboozling me - I can't even pay for stuff anymore... and nothing is simple - an app for every restuarant - which you know for accessability could be great - social anxiety or speech issues means no problem you can still order independently but only if it is coupled with the option to order by just talking to staff if needed.

Again how do I make this postive? It all sounds depressing right?

Well I have been doing little bits of consultation and running workshops at conferences and so on that specifically look at these elements - mainly in the education and heritage sector but in culture in general including music venues.

Be the Change You Want To See

Arg!!! if I am not careful I will end up making inspirational posters with kittens on.

Anyway I think the upswing of the AI and social media decline - remember the horrible dipoled arguments? Well a lot of that isn't real people it is bots andthis has been a growing ssue for like a decade but ithas accelleranted recently. And it doesn't matter that they aren't real because the affect on our brains when we read it is real and detrimental 🙁 Also it empowers people to spout hate.... the upshot of all of this is that people are moving back towards physical makaing and creating or digital for small commuities - actual networks of people via things like Discord (obviously many still feed the internet at large but again worrying only about the little bit ofthe system you can actually affect).

I am not abandoning the internet but I am trying to be mainly helpful providing information that can help ie where my local warm spaces are and community fridges and sharing writing and art prompts. Obviously I mainly write horror and that isn't going anywhere I am just sharing the more positive and yes cutsie bits because I feel they are a kind of barrier that is needed at the moment and you know the nice and cute is a huge part of who I am as well - for years it was the part everyone expected so the horror and hard scifi were always a bit of a shock! But I think this coupled with the political commentary have kind of hidden this part of me and it would be easy to become and stay bitter about everything.

so the cute is back

I will share the cute and the other stuff will be there but with warnings so people can choose wheather they feel strong enough or want to enter that world. And I will continue to run real world groups and events as Science and Art is for everyone.

Also things that could be seen as negatives or at the very least contradictions actually mean I am in a unique place to build bridges and expain access needs etc... With the current revolation about being deaf my whole life...

I am:

A disabled sports instructor A dyslexic writer A blind visual artist A deaf musician

I have awards for all of these things that were recieved without the disability being taken into account or even at the time known about even by myself!

It is exhuasting but also kind of awesome and now it is time to make the world a better place one little...

act of kindness

at a time...

Back to granny WeatherWax -

Kind aint the same as nice

Who cares about user interfaces? (by alaric)

Developing user interfaces to software systems is incredibly rewarding.

If your software system has a user interface at all - and most do, even if it's just for service engineers - then interacting with a human is, presumably, part of its function. And since humans generally pay the bills or otherwise reward and motivate the development of software, I'd hazard a guess that whatever interaction your system has with the user might be the most important thing it does. So having a poor user interface might well mean that whatever else is wonderful about your software is meaningless, because nobody can use it.

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InkWell (by sarah)

This year thanks to the sponsorship of the Gloucestershire Poetry Society I am running a monthly workshop called InkWell at The Folk of Gloucester. The sponsorship pays for room hire allowing me to offer the 2 hr sessions at an affordable rate (or more affordable than they would have been without it). £10 fall price and £5 concession and I am happy to include low wage, benifits, retired, college student, blue badge holders, blue light discount and so on.

The workshops are 1-3 pm on the first Thursday of every month except January - they will cover subjects such as scrapbooking, visual poetry, journalling, dairy keeping, creative writing, zines, chapbooks, junk journals, ugly sketchbooks, illustration, zentangles, card making, ink work and so on.

There will be a theme for each month starting with Sakura or Cherry Blossom for the first session Feb 6th 2025. We will cover making your own blossom themed note books using binding combs or fabric and ribbons. There will be themed paper, tape and stickers plus other little accessories. There will also be writing inspiration and room for people to work on their own projects using the resources I provide.

The name is a triple word play as The Folk is a 500 yr old timber frame building or rather buildings built in the Tudor era and like a lot of older buildings it has its own well which since the renovations is now viewable.

(backblogged from social media posts to keep a record of InkWell)

Burns Night Poetry and Songs to be! (by sarah)

Tomorrow The Folk of Gloucester (a lovely Tudor timber framed building) will be hosting a Burns Night which is very exciting especially as we are going to have Scottish folk tunes from Jessica Law that we can all join in with! And poetry recitals by me! There will also be haggis of various ilks!

I really enjoyed their last Burns Night two years ago so am very excited!

tix are here (its £10)

Here are some photos from the 2023 celebration:

The weird and wonderful world of corporate finance (by alaric)

Ok, so, let me start with this: I'm an engineer. I'm not an accountant or an economist or a hedge fund manager or anything.

However, I have studied those worlds from time to time for various reasons, and I've always kind of enjoyed it because it's a complex world of systems, and there's a lot of engineering behind it. But it's all explained in weird jargon and kind of inaccessible to engineers.

So, this blog post is my attempt to document the aspects of corporate finance I understand, but explained in a way that makes more sense to me, and hopefully to other engineers, or people who think they aren't engineers but are really.

If that sounds interesting to you, buckle up and let's get started!

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